Never been to a Cubs game?

I am 14 and i have been a cubs fan ever since i was about 5 years old, when i looked up to Sammy Sosa. I of course wasn't a legitimate cubs fan because i was so young, I have been following the cubbies hard for about 4 or 5 years. the thing is, i live in Iowa we don't have the money to make a trip to chicago to see a game. Does this make me a lame Cubs fan because i follow them hard but have never been to Wrigley?